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My name is Ed, and I’ve recently been looking back at a life changing sexual encounter that occurred two years ago, when I was fifty-three years old and going through a mid-life crisis. After having a great sex life with my wife, Karen, who was fifty-one at the time, she was going through menopause and had a greatly reduced libido. I’m a father of two children and had always considered myself to be a normal, masculine husband, and had never had any attraction to boys or men. I’m well-hung too, with eight thick inches of woman-pleasing cock and plum-sized, low-hanging balls, so there was never any reason for me to feel inferior to other men, even those blessed with bigger packages. When Karen started losing her sex drive, I began going to porn sites for jacking material, for the first time in my life. I focused on the normal types of fuck videos at first, and then discovered that reading stories was even more arousing for me, since I could immerse myself in the characters, and fantasize that the events in the stories were happening to me. Becoming Fascinated with Cuckold Stories and Men of Color I eventually gravitated to cuckold stories, and amazingly, imagined myself as the cuckold husbands. Maybe it was because Karen wasn’t available for sex, and in my perverted mind it was fun to imagine her being fucked hard by other men, maybe as a kind of grudge since I wasn’t able to fuck her. Or, it could have been that I was experiencing porn for the first time, and it was awakening sexual tendencies that I hadn’t previously been aware of. Whatever the reason, I was identifying more and more with the cuckold husbands in those stories and beginning to understand how arousing it was for them to be submissive to their wives and her lovers. I found that I was jacking off more and more to the scenes where the husband sucks his wife’s pussy clean and then sucks the cock of her lover after they fuck, and for the first time in my life, I was wondering what it would be like to suck a cock. The stories where white wives were fucking men of color, and especially Hispanic men, were a big turn on, and it made it even more otele gelen escort arousing for me. I started copying and collecting cuckold stories involving Latino bulls in a file on my computer, in addition to photos of darker-skinned Latino men that I found online. Somewhere along the line I also went to some bisexual and gay websites and copied dozens of photos of white men sucking off Latino and black men. I couldn’t understand my attraction to those men of color and was often embarrassed at my new hunger for even the idea of sucking off men, and disappointed in myself. That was usually when I experienced a letdown after ejaculating, and several hours later I’d be fantasizing about it again. I think my obsession was partially because so many of the darker-skinned men, at least those in the pictures I saw, seemed to have thick, hanging cocks and balls on soft, although, my cock is bigger than many of them, and I liked the darker color of their genitals. The odd thing is that I was even more attracted to the photos of normal, everyday Latino men, instead of the fit and well-hung model types. There is just something about seeing photos of white men sucking the cocks and balls of not-so-good-looking and out of shape, hairy Latino men that is a turn-on for me. I don’t know what it is about my perverted psyche that would make me want to demean myself by being sexually submissive to unattractive men of color. Computer Crash Leads to an Unexpected Opportunity My company encouraged many of our staff to work from home three days a week, and they shared the cost of my desktop Dell computer at home. It was new, and I purchased the at-home service contract so I would be able to get it repaired quickly if I had a problem. That contract was a lucky thing because after using my computer for only four months, my hard drive crashed. My company files were backed up on the cloud anyway, but all my personal files, including my collection of cuckold stories and cock sucking pictures, as well as family photos and music, had to be recovered and copied to balgat escort the new hard drive. Dell sent two Hispanic, I think Mexican American, repair contractors to my home the next day; one named Carlos, who appeared to be in his mid-forties, and an assistant, named Gerardo, in his late thirties. Both men were kind of geeky, as you would expect for computer repair guys, and were a little overweight. They speak English very well but have thick Mexican accents. I told them to call me by my first name, since I don’t want to reveal my full name in this story, and signed their release to work on my computer. They brought their laptops and other equipment in and sat at my desk in my home office to work on my computer, while I sat out in my family room. I had no idea what the process of recovering my files would be, or even if they could be salvaged. At the time, I wasn’t thinking about the porn stored on my machine. I just assumed they would recover whole folders of material at a time, and I had my porn folder labeled, ‘Workpapers’. I was watching television while they worked, but paying little attention to the shows, as I thought about how much those men looked like the men that white men were sucking off in many of the photos I collected. It was fun fantasizing about sucking them, but I had no plans to approach them, or even an idea how I could bring something like that up to them. Finding Out They Found My Porn They had been working on my computer for about a half-hour when I heard them laughing, and although I don’t speak Spanish, I had picked up a few words over the years. My translation and spelling probably aren’t perfect, but I heard bits and pieces of them saying; gringo, which means white man; maricon, which I know means homosexual; pene and polla, which means dick and cock; chupe, which means suck; esperma, which is cum; and cojones, which is balls. I even made out a whole sentence; Te gusta hombres blancos a chupar tu pene? which I think roughly means, ‘Do you like white men to suck your cock?’ I’ll give some translations as the story elvankent escort continues, but it’ll be limited since I’m unfamiliar with the grammar and spelling. It was evident they had opened my ‘Workpapers’ folder, and were having a good laugh at my expense, an older white man, keeping stories and photos like that, and probably wondering if I were a cock sucker. Seeing how geeky those men are, I assumed that they might be too timid to dare mention anything to me about the stories and photos, especially since I’m a customer, who could report them to their supervisors if they behaved badly. The laughing continued for another twenty minutes until they came out to the family room, and Carlos was much more brazen than I expected. He was rubbing his crotch, when he said, “We’ve installed your new hard drive and restored your files, and you should be good to go. We did find an interesting ‘Workpapers’ folder in your private files, that quite frankly has gotten us a little excited. Why have you saved those stories and photos? Is that something you’ve done, or just fantasizing about doing?” I instinctively tried to defend myself and deflect his question, and asked, “What the fuck were you doing looking in my folder, man? That’s private shit and you had no right.” Carlos smiled and replied, “I can see why you’re upset, but we had every right to look in that folder. We opened it accidentally in the recovery process, and after seeing the pornographic content, we were legally obligated to examine the folder in detail. Law enforcement requires that we search for and report any illegal content, and the release you signed gave us that authority. You should just be happy that your data is restored.” I was pretty sure that they weren’t required to search for illegal content, and said, “Yeah, well, I think your comment about it being legally required is bullshit. But I heard you guys laughing and yukking it up in there. What did you find so funny about those stories and photos?” Carlos answered, “I’ve had a few, uh, uh, shall we say, satisfying experiences with other gringo customers, and I was just telling Gerardo about them. He was asking me if you having those photos meant that you’d be, you know, interested in taking care of us. We know your contract covers this repair visit, but after seeing the photos, and especially the dozens with white men on their knees taking care of Mexican men, we thought that you might be willing to give us a little tip.”
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